Cat! Today I went and got a blood test. I felt so weak and so tired, halfway through everything went black. And it was so warm and so nice. I woke up with the nurse patting water on my face and speaking to me in a kind voice, a voice I’ve never heard come out of my mother. At first I didn’t know where I was, or who I was, but then I remembered. And I started crying. I started crying so hard, cat! I guess I just wanted to go back to nothing and they wouldn’t let me so all I could do was cry. Do I scare you, cat? Are you afraid of me?